Denial

When deciding what to wear this past week, I think in the back of my mind, i was conciously picking out my baggier/looser pants, or dresses, or leggings. Thus, "tricking" myself into thinking that I wasn't really getting fat.

As I sit here typing with my pants unbuttoned at the office, I think my denial is starting to fade.

Ladies, if you have to bend over in front a full length mirror in the morning to see if your panty lines are visible because your pants MIGHT be too tight, I would suggest removing the pants and going to find something else to wear. Learn from my mistake. "These are fine", I thought to myself. I got in the office at 8:29 and the pants were unbuttoned by 8:45. Thank goodness I wore a longer shirt.

I think I will be returning to the baggier pants, dresses and leggings, Thank you very much. I wish I could wear jeans to the office every day because my jeans still all are very comfortable. Dress pants - no way Jose.